December 2008
29 posts
The Beginning Is The End Is Beginning- Smashing...
Body modification. Piercings, specifically. What is the point? I always ask myself. Why the hell do those people want to pierce themselves? I’m going to judge you up and down, because that’s all I can do. That’s what I do best. It’s the truth to me, my ignorance maybe, but unless I’m proved otherwise, the following is true.
Contrary to popular belief, though I cannot...
Yesterday I wrote the best short story of my life. I did it in an hour and forty minutes, so I rushed to finish, but I did it. If I get it back after the break, I think I’m actually going to fix it up and send it somewhere. Have someone other than my Creative Writing teacher to read it.
It’s an embarrassing story, too, though, so I dont know if I want it to be read by anyone I know.
I’ve figured out how I want to help people. I want to start a charity/support group for researching and helping people with and spreading awareness of lice.
Lice is a serious issue, I’m not kidding at all. I’ve had lice a couple times and once, it took me a long time to get rid of. It’s not fun and it’s extremely embarrassing, espcially for a teenager. I remember...
Today is Day 3 of 4 of finals. I got the worst ones out of the way, but it still makes me nervous not knowing which one I have today. I really should pay more attention to schedualing, just a note to self.
I didn’t exactly finish the take-home portion of my American Government exam and I didn’t write my intoduction or conclusion to my essay, and didn’t even look over the...
I’ve always been pretty apathetic when it comes to other people and going out of my way to make anyone happy. But I’m wondering now. If nobody likes you, what’s the purpose of life?
If you can’t inspire anyone or help someone, what is there to do? Have fun? What kind of fun do I even have? I think I’ve become so obsessed with image that I’ve actually become...
“Legs are the best accesory”
– Unknown
I’m thinking I should write a fashion blog.
I need to find out where the hell you can download audiobooks. I’m dying to get a few. I’m too lazy to look it up, but not enough to make me quit bitching about it. I wonder what is wrong with me.
Well, today is Monday and I have no incentive to do anything. Gossip Girl isn’t on today. The worst part is, I have Calculus finals today and I’m so nervous because I know I’ve forgotten everything. Now, all of a sudden, my “y” key wont work, so I have to press really hard on it to get it to work and I’m attempting avoid using words with that letter in them. I...
I’m really excited that I’m getting stuff off my list this year. I got my iTouch, and Jenna said she could get me that ADTR shirt that I really want. I’m so excited!
I still haven’t got anyone anything! I feel overwhelmingly guilty. I wish I could afford to give all my friends something special. I dont think I’m even getting Wesley anything. If I get desperate, I can...
I’m playing with my new toy. I’ll post a picture in a minute!
My Holiday Gift List:
1 2 3 4 5 6&7
and a good pair of boots.
“I want to be a non conformist,
just like everybody else.”
– Anon
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So here’s to that fine day, when your whiteflag starts to wave, signaling your end…
-Whiteflag (Reprise)- Emanuel
I’ve put a lot of thought into this, and I can now honestly say that I hate people. I hate everyone. I don’t just hate society, and I’m not going to be a pussy and blame everything on society, it’s the people.
People are responsible for being...
I was listening to Thursday’s new song yesterday and I’m so happy that I liked it. I’m really looking forward to their new album. I hope it’s as deep and challenging as A City By the Light Divided was.Oh, I should tell them that, maybe they’d like it!
I wish I was home in my room so I could be myself. The only good thing about moving is having my own space.
Wesley thinks he’s getting away with murder here or something. He told me he was going to take a nap after school and that he’d call me after. Not only did I hear BCC in the background of his call, but even if he wasn’t there, he’s got the balls to sign onto MySpace. He only goes on MySpace when he’s at BC, but let’s say he’s home, which he isn’t,...
My A-List of the Week:
1. Bake Sale 2. skanking 3. failing driver’s tests 4. class rings 5. holiday decorations
The two people in the world that I care about most have no regaurd for my feelings. I wish I had real friends. A real boyfriend. People who will be great to me, as well as teach me to care about them equally. I want a give an take relationship with everyone.
But life never comes out that way. I’m selfish, I know, and I wish I could change, but I wish everyone else would change too. I need...
I can’t tell you how surprised I am that yesterday went so well. We got at Bake Sale around 11 30. Anberlin was just about to get onstage, we saw them dancing and stuff outside and it was so cute. So Emma and I tried to squeeze in somewhere to get a good look but everything was so terrible. We couldn’t get in and no one seemed to be having any fun. Obviously no one was as crazy...
Bake Sale tomorrow. Am I going to have a story for you guys…
Wow, my own fucking cat doesn’t even want me to blog my own thoughts and emotions. I just wrote the best I could of an explaination of my last few days and he climbs all over my keyboard and erases it all.
It’s really not funny. I just want to curl up and die, because obviously no one wants to hear what I have to say.
Is this a sign?
I failed my test
+/- Of Today: + I’m taking my licence test tomorrow I got cute pink extensions I’m going to Bake Sale! Gossip Girl is on tonight My new hoodie is bangin’ Jessica came over and made me pasta when i felt sick I ate lunch today Emma’s sharing her axe with me - I’m getting sick I miss my phone I actually cried last night because i missed wesley I felt like shit today
But...